manusia dan k.e.s.y.u.k.u.r.a.n

y is it that human nvr learned to appreciate wht they hv n always thnk tht grass r greener on the other side...?... huhu... n im one of the people who thnk grass r greener in my neighbour lawn... haih... i hv a wonderful family... super cute nieces n nephews, understanding brothers n super lovely parents... im grateful for that... especially for having a wonderful, super understanding mother... i dont hv prob thanking God for giving me them... but my real prob is, i cant seem to appreciate my bf the way i shud.. before him, i was in love wif someone who never loved me back... i always thnk of him as being super perfect, super romantic, super sweet, super caring n super everythng for me... it hurts me badly to know tht he's wif sumone else but because i loved him a lil bit too much, i played it cool in front of him n put on a fake smile konon2 happy for him while actually in my heart, i ws trembling... stupid me for being so nice not fighting for love... but thts my past... now i have second chance to love.. but this time i am loved in return... however, im so caught up wif the love tht fleets tht i forget to cherish the one in front of me... i know im blessed to have such a wonderful bf but i always seems to forget that fact... i always thnk tht hes not tht perfect, not that sweet, not that caring n bla bla bla cz i always thnk tht the previous guy is far better... i know tht in reality, he's not.. he is super everythng bcz i envisioned him to b... its not who he really is in reality.. but today two of my single frens shook me from my ridiculous dream n told me how lucky i am to hv such a wonderful bf n i shud b grateful for that... i wish i cud look at him through the eyes of others so tht i cud learn to appreciate him... i love him but i thnk im too caught up wif my past tht i didnt see the shine of gold in front of me... hby, forgive me for hurting u n always thnk of u as 2nd best... now i realized tht u r the one made for me n d flaws u hv is only because God wants me to fill n d flaws i hv only u can fix... Love u sweet darling n i promise to cherish our relationship... <3

black sheep of d company

bgini la naseb bdak praktikal... ble org resign, sy la yg kne ganti, ble org bsalen, sy lg yg kne ganti smpi cuti ari sabtu pn kne tarik...:(... tp ble raya, xleh cuti sbbnye xde org nk jg opis nie... yea saya taw saya bdak praktikal n xde previlage ntk dpt cuti raya tp consider la sket... sy nk raya jgk... wlwpn raya saya kt kl jer n most of d tyme g tgk wayang jer keje, but i deserve cuti raya jgk....:(... tp xpe la... look at it on a brighter side, spanjang saya praktikal nie xpnh lagi saya kne wt air or shred used paper... xpe la, hopefully ati saya nie jgn la saket sgt memikirkn kengkawan praktikal saya yg melantak cuti raya smpi seminggu... xpe la, bia la saya pose 6 sorang2 kt opis nie... hukhuk...:(